Than you, but the world has nothing to do with this, it never have to be smart but have to be socially acceptable, have to be social enough, relationship in this world is the king. But don't you envy, don't you know that and the question I have now is whether you accept it, and change yourself, or keep it yourself, live yourself.
when I'm awake, I feel it, I see it and I just can't overlook. I just can't overlook. I hope I am not awake, but no, but no, I'd end up in endless nightmare, but no, but no, what's the difference in the realm, just more real, more pain.
Listen to my heart and it will lead you to the place where your heart wants the most, listen to your penis, it only takes you to the place where your penis wants the most.
I'm not doing well, I do know it.because I didn't do enough, I didn't do enough. interesting is that, I don't feel like I care, I just don't. Sigh, in the down mood.
I don't know what to say, I don't know why, I really feel like I don't care, I don't care.
I want to live with you happily so badly. I like you but every times I think of you I can't stop myself from jealous, envy and sadness. I want to grow strong. I think, I believe, you won't leave me because of it, quite the opposite, It's more likely you will leave me because I'm not good and successful enough, I understand we can't last long if we keep this distance, it's the only way I can do to keep you not to leave me.
Be the right find to do. Gosh, history repeats itself, how damn true this is, my history teacher told me when I was in high school. And every times I think of it I would be afraid to dead. Because if history repeats, then based on my own record, I'm going to face failure repeatedly, endlessly, and I think it if right now.do far it's right.