no matter what, if this happens I won't regret, I called, and called, and whatever, i suck it all. I could be so independent. I can live myself all alone, I am a freeman. you understand or you don't, whatever it concerns to you, whatever what it is up to, I am so a grownup, i have my feeling, i have my feeling, i have my feeling but i can manage it all. I can manage everything.
you are wrong, and I am right, i am not afraid of being right, I know it's the rule, it is the game which justice seems so not important, game winner you are, but i will not obey. I still believe in truth, love and beauty, the more you think you are right, the more wrong are you. every time whatever i did something wrong, i admitted, always. even I can't learn from my mistakes every time but I have to be very clear what's right and wats wrong. God, I am so sick of people who can't tell they are wrong. I know, i know, people will never like people like me, no one like me, after all, i am sure i will die alone, okay? satisfied? I am such a jackass, ok?
People, this is the world that we live in, they are the winners, and I am the loser. congrat to people. justice is not what the world's looking for the most, things like money, productivity , skills rule. You are wrong but you win the game, so that makes you right . scold me please, I need no sympathy, give me more harms till i die. give me more harms. I am so mad now even I can jump right off the windows. You know what's important to me, it's my self respect. my self respect. so don't you ever insult me in the public,scold me when i am dancing around you, don't answer my call? well, this counts too. I would be so mad. My thought is, if you can do it on ppl, you should expect ppl do it on you in return.